Feeling Lost 3

[srt]

Hi job, thanks for the pep talk! Little things like this really do help me keep the train on the track.

Currently feel a bit of a mess, emotionally tired, the duration of the sitch and current stalling of any progress are getting to me. I need to get busy tomorrow.

Today had a nice time with S&D. Had a morning at the park and some shopping, then cinema this afternoon. Currently fixing them up some tea.

Yes I do agree with you about her seeking something to ease her guilt and/or pain. When she gets defensive she is quick to point out some pretty minute details of how her life is better, yet I know through friends and family that she is not content at the moment (although her facebook is going overtime to try and "prove" it).

I kinda wish her family would wake up to the fact that she is emotionally not well, and needs help. I keep thinking that they resent me and are using this sitch to turn her against me even though this was all her choice.

Not sure how to finish this up, other than I was talking to my friend about how I was feeling and then said nothing is going to change in the next 12 hours, I wish I could just get some mojo back! I think I need to take my own advice.