Thank you Job and Rose, a birthday text message it is then!
Job - I guess I am getting the 'Going Dark Jitters'! I keep thinking that I am making it easier for him to get over me but I guess if he really wants to be with me then he will contact me. I know I need to be patient but to go this long without any contact is very strange and hard but I know the alternative is seeing him and getting upset every time he goes back to his flat.
Next it will be D's birthday and then Christmas.... One day at a time....
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')
