This is where getting a life is so important. I was watching the videos and MWD said the GAL is so you can recharge your batteries during this marathon. Put yourself out there, get in contact with some friends from your high school/college days. What did you do for hobbies before marrying? Do you participate in a sport? Golf, foot ball, soccer or some other testosterone thing?

Brother, it's not over until YOU say it is. You're fatigued and that's ok. You can fight another day. In the meantime surround yourself with love and joy. Even if the D goes through it's not over until you say it is.

M 10yrs T 13yrs
BD #1Oct 2015-PA between WAH and COW
BD #2 April 2016-WH resumed PA, she broke it off
Jan 2 2017 WH says he wants divorce
April '17-Letting go
2018 D busted
DD8, DS6, DS3