Thank you maybs.


Such a struggle at the moment...feel so low. These days seem to be weighing so heavily on me.

I know that it's only myself that can make me feel better. And please believe me, I'm trying so hard. I just feel low, and exhausted and utterly, utterly alone with it all.


Me: 48, XH: 42
T: 18 years, M: 15 years

EA/PA 1: 6/2012
EA/PA 2: from autumn 2012-present

BD: 5/2013
ILYBNILWY BD & left: 10/2015

OW conceived: 8/2016
Born: 4/2017

H filed: 7/2017
D final: 28/12/2017