Hi All sorry been MIA again. Just finding these days I'm going back into a bit of a funk again.

Altair, why don't you be the hot girl instead!

Gump - welcome! Sorry I slipped past everyone and came over here. I don't even know for sure if H is having a MLC but I think he is having some sort of crisis. Yes you are right H loves D like she was his own daughter but at the moment she has slipped back into anger mode and rearly doesn't want anything to do with him. I am sad about this but I have to let them fight their own battles.

Journaling - I've been dark for nearly four weeks now and not a peep from H. It feels like he has just forgotten about me :0(. It's his birthday next week and I was thinking of sending him a card but then I collapsed in a heap of tears when I realised I dont know where he lives! Should I send him a card (to his parents) or just a text on his birthday? He sent me a card for mine but he knows where I live. IDK, I feel so lost at the moment....

Me - 47
H - 45
D-16
M - 6 years
Separated - May 16

Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')