Going to update you all again on this week; Nothing to report from this week
Continued my GAL activities, but was quite physically tired so had a couple of nights rest at the end of the week. My parents were out of town, which did make me worry about the support I have but I was fine.
Interactions with W have been upbeat but has not suggested any more "contact". Feel kind of stuck with this now as (I'm sure I've mentioned many times before) she says she wants to see me but doesn't follow through. If I push she generally retreats, one of my flaws before was I generally didn't initiate dates etc, W was far more active at this. However this was generally due to W family, she does very little without them and we have both always found the MIL controlling.
I'm also concerned that W seemed only willing to meet when I have kids. I've been given the suggestion that we rota "dates" if they get started again. Holidays will be upon us soon and again I can't help but feel that is another couple of months wasted where we could have been working on "us" but I guess it takes two to tango. We have arranged one day we will do stuff as a family but I do get anxious about these as the whole situation seems so surreal, I still can't believe it has happened at times.
Other news is I have been googling the h@ll out of MLC and just about every list of signs I can find has a majority of things on it that W is doing. However this offers me no comfort as the only thing she has not done yet (or that I'm not aware of) is a PA with an OM. Replay behaviours still seem high up on her list of priorities. I now realise she has been in an MLC funk for much longer than I thought, hopefully this means she might exit this sooner....
