You are answering your own question. What purpose is wondering about the messages going to serve?
I think it's normal once in a while to wonder. But I think ultimately you'll never really know.
I know for me when I wonder it just ends up making me feel worse because I don't know for sure what the he!! she was thinking and I probably never will. Especially because I'm not even sure she knows what she's thinking.
You know the answer to your question. You got this.
W:32 M:26 T:5 yrs M: 3 yr BD: JUN 2016 W Moved out: early JUL 2016 W Filed for D: mid JUL 2016 EA: 06/16? PA: 07/16 Moved in w/ ow: 07/16 D final: 10/16