Not so strong yesterday/today... feelings of hoplessness and anger are very much persistent.

An interesting thought today... if I look at all the relationships I've seen growing up and among my circle of friends, of the ones that ended in divorce, I'd hazard a guess that most were a result of an Affair, and about half ended up with their AP (or at least I assume by the quick hookups post divorce). Granted this is probably a fairly small sample size of maybe 10 or so.

These stats don't bode well compared to the internet report of only a 3% success rate of a lasting relationship with the AP.


Me: 40 W: 45
T: 13, M: 11
1 D: 9

Suspect A 6/15
ILBINILWY 8/15, and 3/16
EA/PA Discovered 3/16
EA admitted 3/16
W Moved out 4/16
W opens R talk and says A over 1/17