Guys, apprecaite the feedback, what I was trying to get across is that I accept my situation being in the house on my own, but I can't see when she will have time to reflect on the situation. I cant see when she will have the time to miss me and the family as she has reverted to her own childhood family.
I get that my thoughts are still on her and that she's gone and should only come back when (and if) she really wants to, but I cant see how she will have time to reflect.
Maybe its not my concern, but I just wish that I could escape from my own mind!!!
M - 36 / W - 32 S - 3 Together - 18 Yrs / Married - 10 Yrs Bomb Dropped - 4th Sept 2016 Moved out - 4th Sept 2016