Okay .. New day and new insight. I need to make a plan to really start healing and recovering.
The last 2 months have gone by in a blur and I have not really been living, but just barely holding on. Time to really figure out what I WANT. I love my H dearly -- but I cannot continue to focus on his journey. I know several of you have already told me this -- but just like my H -- I had to figure it our myself.
I need to be stronger, I need to love myself again, and I need to find what I can do to make myself happy. My D is watching me and I need to be an example for her. Wish me luck as I begin trying to navigate being a single mom while my H plays in La La Land ....
Me: 42 Him: 45 Daughter: 13 ____________________________________ Married 16 Years, Together 17 Years BD: 8/15/16 Moved out: 8/26/16
