Me and Midlife Wife and Midlife II

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On the speed bump - Actually had very little contact with spouse in the past couple weeks. I personally did not mind as I think less contact is better than negative contact.

More story than I feel like telling - will if asked. Mostly an energy thing as I have written over 50 pages for school since Saturday and emails for work.,..but if asked I will. Long story short. Spouse and I had a mega up and and a mega down in the span of Monday-Wednesday. I felt strange in reflection - like all of me cared and none of me cared at points (it was not an argument or a fight, btw, it was an "I love you" from her followed by her friend contacting the next day telling me something of OM - so way fking annoying).
Anyway - I have also been huge busy with work - live on a southern coast where I manage land, hurricane Matthew coming (awesome BTW, wife's OM's name is same as hurricane). So, storm is dodging right, Woman at work asks me out for coffee today - I accept. I have liked her for sometime, kept my distance, knowing I am not available now. Today I accepted. Coffee+chick I like + very nice conversation = she certainly and blatantly states she likes me. X variable, ....me.
Randomly and even more unexpectedly. I get home with son, I am cooking dinner. Tet alarm goes off. I ignore. 20min later I look. Random lovely woman from college - Filipino philosophy major from college whom I mentioned before convinced me to buy "Little Prince" way back...the one I JUST MFING DISCUSSED W/ ANDREWP...yes her. Invite to a movie, out of nowhere she lives near me, asks if she can take me to a movie about The Clash, which is a band that I love. (Everyone should love). So, I leave it there. Just too fking weird. Her asking me to a movie from nowhere when I had just gotten done speaking about her was way fking weird.
My son is with me tonight. That is why I said no. If he were not with me, for which I made zero apologies to her for, I would have gone.