You are carrying too much. Let go of what is not within your control. Don't carry the burden for your mil. Her R with wh is not your circus. Neither is your s's R with his Dad.
Ask for lighter responsibilities at work. This is what I have done. You have many things going on.
Don't worry about the rumour mills at work. It is adding pressure to your wh and ow. Maybe that's why he's getting into a deeper funk.
Cherry, time to get rid of the monkeys on your back. You are taking on and worrying too much.
Having suffered from perinatal and post-natal depression, I understand how it can cast a pall on everything in life and make you anxious and exacerbates the bad.
Have you talked to your health practitioner about your sitch? Are you seeing a counsellor or a therapist?
You can call me Dory/ Grl.
As a wise fish once sang,"Just keep swimming!"
It's no use to go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.
