Thanks for the advice CaliGuy and Andrew. I am normally an optimist, but for some reason I have lost by hope.
The last few days have been rough -- but today is a little better. I do have to go see my H today to pick up our puppies. He was watching them while my D and I went to NM for the balloon festival. I will be as beautiful as I can be after a long day at work and I will be pleasant. He was suppose to bring them to me when he had a loaner -- but he got his corvette out of the shop early. So sad that the car is only a 2 seater. 1 puppy is around 40 pounds and the other is almost a 100.
I also went to the oncologist today -- an no more 6 month checks ups. I am officially moved to yearly check ups. Yay -- so excited!
Me: 42 Him: 45 Daughter: 13 ____________________________________ Married 16 Years, Together 17 Years BD: 8/15/16 Moved out: 8/26/16