Taking the first step...

[Coly23]

Oh thanks Altaur, hugs to you too! How's it going in your sitch lately?

Journaling - I had another IC session today. I think she's trying to make me accept that the reasons why H left isn't all my fault. I just keep taking the blame for it all when in fact he hasn't blamed me for anything. All he has said is that he doesn't love me anymore, however I obviously realise that I have contributed to the breakdown but without any specifics I'm just guessing. I think I just need to work on whatever I believe is wrong with me.

I always feel,so exhausted after an IC session mainly because I cry so much! I think it all felt very raw for me today after my evening with D yesterday. I just kept thinking that H should be at my side looking at colleges for D. It's just so sad that he is going to miss so much of her growing up. She's got her first boyfriend now as well. :0)