augh feeling all kinds of emotions today. trying to sort my feelings and emotions. but it's hard.
My sister called me asking about W, I guess my sister saw facebook pics of W's vacation. My sister and I are pretty close. But I decided I did not want to tell my sister what exactly is going on. Mainly, my Sister knows a side of W that we all knew and loved. I guess I'm still in disbelieve that my W is just so....not my W. My sister mentioned maybe W felt scared that I'd go after the house and stuff so maybe that's why W was being shady with the finances and such. I would hope my W knows me better than that. The thought never crossed my mind because I'm not looking to make my W's life difficult. I'm not looking to screw her over. I'm not a bad person. I don't deserve this. My sister also mentioned how people show their true colors when they feel backed into a corner or in the end of a relationship. yep. that's so true.
thinking about everything surrounding W is not fun. It's pretty painful.
