You really don't know me at all, I'm sure. I've lurked around your posts off and on to master some of the DBing skills. You've got them down pat.
Anyway...this post has so much depth....it struck a number of chords inside of me and gave me so much hope. You are so honest....and on a real search that seems to be full of rewards. I love your quote by Robert Shuller, too....that keeps me on the right track.