Smh, I can't believe I'm about to say this, but you'd probably have a better shot at saving your M if you separated and moved out.. I feel like you might start to work on yourself and at least have a shot at being happy.
She probably had that talk with OM because of things going bad in school, I'd say it's not appropriate and is bad news, but if your so wound up your going to push her away and make it more likely something is going to happen.
She needs to want you, but for that to happen you have to be attractive to her, you need to be happy with yourself.
Your really acting codependent, like your happiness is completely wound up in how much attention she does or doesn't give you. That's not healthy.
I really do wish the best for you, but I'm afraid your actions are taking a slow walk down the wrong path buddy.
M - 9 1/2 years 5/5/16 - Bomb drop - 3 week EA 10/31/16 - We sold house 01/10/18 - D Finalized
