I have been working my way through DR very slowly. Sometimes I'm not even sure I want my H back after all he has done. I miss the close friendship we had though. Very hard to have that and then have it taken away literally overnight. Despite our R problems, we were very close friends until the end.
I can totally relate to this...and it's ALWAYS where I get stuck. I can't even fathom talking to my xW after all she's done, but I miss what we had and she always WAS my best friend. I remember feeling exactly the same way about 6 months in as well...borderline giving up, but missing them all the same.
Stay strong and don't respond to his BS...
ME-37 W-34 T-8 M-4 ILYBNILWY BD: 8-31-2015 EA suspected - 11/1/15 PA confirmed - 1/22/16 W files for D - 2/4/16 D - 8/9/16
