Ugh .. so mad at myself.

So I was in a text conversation with my H this afternoon. He is picking up D from school and we were setting up pickup times. He replied that he was truly happy. H also said he backed off the "tween" that he has been having an EA with -- so he could devote more time to our D. Since today is the first time he setup to pick her up or see her in 2 weeks, this must be recent.

H is also planning on moving his direct deposit in November (was suppose to do it this month) and then we can finalize the bills. I am still paying everything since his condo is rent free until January and he is putting his check in our joint account (my check has been going into my own account since he left). Also, he wants to start the "big D" stuff after the holidays.

H replied with the fact that he was sorry, but he will take care of anything I needed. I know I should not have .. but I replied .. "I am just reminding you that I'm not done fighting for us. If you and I both make changes -- our marriage would be amazing.". He replied OK.


Me: 42
Him: 45
Daughter: 13
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Married 16 Years, Together 17 Years
BD: 8/15/16
Moved out: 8/26/16