Thank you Job, I guess I just need to stop taking things so personally if H is going through a crisis.
I hope he will understand that my lack of contact with him is because I am respecting his wishes for space and time on his own and not because I don't want anything to do with him anymore. This is tough....
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')