I'm struggling today with what she expects from me. I guess in her current state that she expects / wants me to just dissapear and not fight and just leave her alone. But what sort of person just walks away from 18 years(?)
This is unhealthy for you. What do YOU expect from YOU? Not what does she EXPECT from YOU?
You do not live for her! You are living for YOU.
Your relationship can not get better if she is acting like your mother and telling you what to do.
