Morning Darkness,

If I was to assume that my W never comes back, I would like to be in a position where we can be friends and work together towards co-parenting my Son in the best possible way. I can't see this being a possibility (at the moment) - maybe with time...

I also hope that there will be someone else in my life, someone who loves me for who I am and feels the same way about me that I do about them, but again I can't see this at all. This could be my ongoing self esteem issues (I'm a larger gent and whilst I have an ok job, if I'm to do this on my own, I'll have little to no spare income). I wouldn't even know where I would start.


M - 36 / W - 32
S - 3
Together - 18 Yrs / Married - 10 Yrs
Bomb Dropped - 4th Sept 2016
Moved out - 4th Sept 2016