I think that one of my problems is that all I've known is my W and the relationship we have (I've been with her since I was 17) so I know no different. I don't really have any hobbies or interests as my family was my everything!
I'm struggling today with what she expects from me. I guess in her current state that she expects / wants me to just dissapear and not fight and just leave her alone. But what sort of person just walks away from 18 years(?)
It was tough yesterday to see (during facetime) my W in her Mom's house with all her family around her - when I don't have my Son, I'm walking into an empty house all on my own filled with nothing but memories.
I guess this is just me still focusing on the marriage as opposed to me, but the feeling I've been left with are so powerful and painful.
M - 36 / W - 32 S - 3 Together - 18 Yrs / Married - 10 Yrs Bomb Dropped - 4th Sept 2016 Moved out - 4th Sept 2016
