The unknown and the curiosity is getting to me today... to peek or want to know what is going on with W and OM is eating me up... are they progressing? or are they fizzling?? Only they know and meanwhile I work on myself and try to not think about it. It's a down day I guess...

I spent some time reading old emails this afternoon between W and me - so much love shared between us and promises of life commitments - where has all that gone? Frustration for sure. perhaps part of the mourning process.

Me: 40 W: 45
T: 13, M: 11
1 D: 9

Suspect A 6/15
ILBINILWY 8/15, and 3/16
EA/PA Discovered 3/16
EA admitted 3/16
W Moved out 4/16
W opens R talk and says A over 1/17