Here we go again....

[matw]

So while this is the first step in many many days I feel proud of myself. It was hard and extremely difficult put I didn't text my W at all today while I was at work. Its funny my mind was coming up with a million different reasons why I could/should text her but I stopped them all. I have to stop pursuing her and give her space to walk her own journey. I am hoping that I can keep this up. I am going to be leaving work her shortly then she is supposed to meet my parents and me for dinner with our kids tonight. Just wanted to share because it really has been difficult all day... It will get easier I know...