how do you know when you're done? how do you know when to actually pull the trigger on D? I have been thinking a lot about this. I'm ready to make appointments with Lawyers and look into it. My W is not the person I married, fell in love with or love anymore. My W is gone and our M is dead / over. When all of this started I couldn't picture my future without her or D. Now I cant picture my future with her...funny how that works.
I did not want this. I did not ask for this.
Almost 6 months later and I'm still here. I know this roller coaster is not coming to a stop just yet. I know I will have more bad days. I know I will have more good days. Most importantly though, I know I will be better after this.
