every night I have my son, we FaceTime the W and every day she has him he face times me. How do I detach in this situation?...

It's tough being in the house on my own (I'm not even sure I can afford to keep it), but knowing that my W is at her mothers house (which is filled with people) and that she's not feeling alone hurts.

I know I need to try and let go of her and her situation but I just wonder if there ever was any seed of doubt, any regret or any confusion? I guess these are the thoughts that you've all been through, but I just want to know that somewhere, somewhen, the last 18 years did mean something!


M - 36 / W - 32
S - 3
Together - 18 Yrs / Married - 10 Yrs
Bomb Dropped - 4th Sept 2016
Moved out - 4th Sept 2016