New and need help.

[RBG80]

I just feel so lost and down. Its as if my future has been stolen from me and I see no future for myself.

I've been with my W my entire adult life and have no way how to be on my own. Its just absolutely blind sided me.

Someone else has summed it up well on here - 4 weeks ago we were "happily married" celebrating my birthday with a show in London that she'd arranged for me, and now only weeks later I'm on a Divorce forum board trying to figure out what the hell has happened....