I feel like a bit of a charlatan posting as I'm not doing DB anymore but I really need to ask this. The title of your post, and the closing gambit about another week chalked off. What are you waiting for? I mean really what are you waiting for? Is it your W coming to her senses?
Mate, when the people here say act 'as if' there is a very good reason for that. You've done some amazing and very Brave things since the chit hit the fan. But I get the feeling it's just a facade. Underneath I truly think you expect her to come to come to her senses. But what if she doesn't? Or it takes another 5 years?
Acting as if isn't about giving up. Not by a long shot but my man you still have a hold of that rope. Let it go man.
Peace
Me:43 Her:42 M:14 S:9 EA started 2014/03 (or there abouts) PA started 2014/05/30 BD:2014/11/05 I left 2015/10/01 I returned 2015/05/02 She left 2015/06/10 OM still on the go.
