And that's when I can manage the lighthouse thing in the first place. I don't seem to ever get to a place where I'm not backsliding every few days or once a week, etc.
Me: 46 W: 44 Married: 17 Together 21 D13; S10 BD: 03.03.15 (Not attracted to you) Almost 2 years trying, alone, to save marriage Status now: Divorced (effective 06.13.17)
