Cherry, filing, moving. Gaining strength

[Surfer]

I know it's awful to think about your S with someone else. I understand that. Kids are even talking to me about it kind of "Mummy is not looking for anyone else but she might find someone" (I just respond, "that's okay") - bless them, just talking me through what they are thinking. They are happy and okay about it all it seems but it's still not nice to hear at times (at times I am okay with it). I do slip back every now and then and try to wish for things that I can't control ("if only everything was how it was", "why can't she see its wrong all of this" etc). It really is pointless though. I think we just need to accept and move on. I know it's hard, but try not to punish yourself with such thoughts about H with OW.

Sleep really helps Cherry. It's often when you are tired or run down that it is easier to cycle.

Try to keep busy, it will keep your mind off the roller coaster and will help you to tire so you sleep better.

Surfer.