Thanks for they explanation Job. I was interested in Altair's comment about woman handling job disappointment much better than men, is that something you have found on here?
Journaling - having a meh sort of day today. Will be nearly three weeks of no contact and although I feel it is helping me stay calmer I really do miss H. I had a really good cry this morning and thought thatt would help but it hasn't really. I still feel sad. I just want all of this to be better... :0(
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')