Maybs - Pt 4 - where to now?

[maybs]

It's so frustrating that at first she left because it was apparently impossible that I could change.

And now I am changing and she just points to it and says "you're better off without me now see." or says that if we were to get back together all of those changes would disappear.

It's like I can't win no matter what I do.

The only reason I even think she's WW is because it's not just me that sees that she has drastically changed her personality and her interests. I honestly feel like there is no chance for us ever... It's just done