Thanks. I put in my final bid today after showing the place to my dad and his wife. They like the place, but don't think it's worth anymore than what I am offering, so we will see.
I'ts been a nutty day. Lots of options have been running through my head. I don't know what I'll do if I can't buy here. I'm really stuck in a rock in a hard place. I brought up the idea of buying a house instead of a condo and my dad was not happy. this was just when we got to his BIL and MIL's. He got upset because he said I don't talk to him about anymore. It's sort of the truth. I don't talk about how I feel. I am kind of miserable, I feel so stuck and I don't tell him because I don't want to upset him. I told him that. I'm just surviving again. I'm in a crappy position. Good position I am not poor and I have a roof over my head, but I living in a sort of limbo doing it all myself with no real security is really rough on me. Then my dad got mad 5 seconds later his BIL wouldn't let him watch the football game and left and came back to my house. They have been having issues.
There were a few kids there, 2 that belonged to a couple who lived up the street, and a coworker of BIL's that I had met multiple times with their kid. She's a single mom, and it's so interesting to watch her with her daughter, but she is very much like with her daughter. It has got to be a single mom thing.
I played with all the kids (kids like me for some reason). Then the dad of the 2 kids starts hitting on me while his wife is there. Awkward. He thought I was 22, asked if I worked out because I look like I do, inviting me and my daughter over for play dates......my stepmother actually said something, because she saw it.
So, we came back to the house my dad was in an awful mood and they left.
I don't know what my path is at all.
I hate this so much.
On a good note I got some sleep this weekend. Even my ex came to pick D9 up on Friday night and said "wow, you got a weekend to yourself, it's been a while!"
I haven't seen IC in 3 weeks. I see her this Thursday. I need ot book 2 appts because I am so lost these days.
