Thanks, SH, Painter, and Cherry. I appreciate the words of support.
Painter, yes, I've had a hormone screen. Everything is normal, but the doctor out me on testosterone cream a year ago. It helps with some aspects.
H has not tried a lamp because of studies showing they can cause eye damage.
Me: 44 H: 44 Kids: 20, 16, 16, and 10 Together/Married: 22 years H announced he was emotionally detached and considering D: 4/4/16 H announced he is going to try to stay and reconnect: 5/1/16