I am here for advice as i am rather lost as what to do, please do not judge me for my actions. In a way I want to get him back as our "new" relationship was great,
but
I am so exausted (both phisically and emotionally) that I do not know if I have the strenght for put more effort into this relationship.
Think like you are in an airplane and have lost oxygen. You must first put on your mask and start breathing because you can not help anyone else unless you save yourself first.
