I wish that I could give you a hug. You've had so much going on and still so much more left to take care of. Hopefully, in the next few months you can get some stuff ironed out and finally resolved. I'm keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
