Hey Cherry, thanks for visiting my new pad and for congratulating me on my promotion! I have never in my life pushed for anything except this promotion because I knew I deserved it. However I was still surprised when my boss confirmed it seeing as I've spent the last few months blubbering in front of him at the drop of a hat!

It's times like this I really miss H. Also next week me and D are going to look at colleges (can't believe it!) and then she will have her prom next year. All these life events during which I expected H to be at my side :0(

Cherry, I understand there is something called Quarter Life Crisis (QLC) not sure much about it but maybe Job could chime in with any nuggets of information on that?

I do struggle with self esteem at the best of times so this has really knocked me for six. But apart from crying I haven't gone off the rails as yet and my only vice at the moment is this forum!

Hope you are having a good weekend! Xx

Me - 47
H - 45
D-16
M - 6 years
Separated - May 16

Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')