I know this has been quite the roller coaster for you. But there must have been a reason you went through hell and back getting psychiatric evaluations and figuring out who the kids time is best spent with. Even as of recent you expressed co corn over neglectful the parenting.
Now you feel it was just criticism. And she should have custody of the kids?
I'm honestly confused as heck, maybe it's. Or for me to get. It's seems as if you went through he lol and back doing these psyche evaluations , because you really felt the best place for these kids were in the home with you. That's what I read all along. You fought hart to have them be with you, here in America and now you've suddenly decided the kids should live in toto to with their mom.
Like I said, maybe it's not for me to get. But given your comment on your last name seeing it as some sort of hope, and all this talk of reconciliation when she hasn't indicated at all she is going down that path .....
I am so so worried you are making this choice because you think it ups your chances of getting back together.