qt,

Hopefully you can find that happiness is a choice more than a goal...
I know that may sound like voodoo or magic as you are in a fuzzy place, but when you realize this, you will know that you can choose to be happy this moment...
and when this moment has passed you can choose to be happy in the next...
Happiness is a choice, not an outcome.

Google this...
How to stop worrying and start living...

It saved me years ago, and the lessons have benefited me through this.


Me 46 Former W 46
D19 D7
BD Feb 2016
WAW moves out 4/16/16
D final 6/1/2017

It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine