Thanks for swinging by SH, I really appreciate it. I have been away for a few weeks and have been busy hitting the gym (I am looking pretty good if I do say so myself) and trying to GAL. It has only been 3 months since our physical Seperation, but it seems like forever. I am still homeless and she is still living alone with the kids. I sometimes go over there and she offers me food and we talk for a bit usually. She is always argumentative though and it's really annoying. I think that she is still angry and hasn't been able to forgive me for not giving our family the life we should have had. I think I'll bring it up one of these days and see what she says. I have been doing a lot of Church and find it immensely helpful since I have no family around here they are my family. I struggle with losing hope and I feel like I am stuck squarely in the friend zone.
