Hi AndrewP, thanks for that 2x4! I was just feeling sorry for myself as usual! I think the NC thing is messing with my mind a bit! Although I feel better for it, it just feels so wrong to go this long without speaking with him.

Yes I've heard of Ernest Shackleton, I think there was a film about him a few years ago which I watched on TV. He was a very inspirational man and thank you for reminding me about the strength and courage that we all posses. I feel I am getting better at accepting this sitch and recently I have started to feel that I will be fine without my H although I would still love him to come home I know I will survive without him.

Hope your weekend is going we'll?


Me - 47
H - 45
D-16
M - 6 years
Separated - May 16

Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')