Sorry today had been a bit of a tough one for you. The early days truly are the worst, and occasionally we all might have a down day, we're human after all and this is our spouse, our family and our m being torn to pieces.
As awful as it is to go through this process, it's unbelievable how much of a script they follow. As hard as it is, try not to focus too much on her right now. She will be all over the place, and there will be mood swings galore. Please keep in mind, this probably has absolutely nothing to do with you, it's just her mind is all over and they have no spew filter. The best thing is to focus on you and find your place of calm, then her actions and moods won't affect you quite as much. Then you can stay steady, and validate her spew.
Hang in there, I promise the pain does begin to ease slightly. I'm glad to hear you're focussing in your D. What are you doing for you? What are your personal goals?
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16
