Rouky I'm so so sorry about how things are developing with your H. I think it is understandable (and normal) to be sad under those circumstances, but maybe now that you know you can move on. Also I find the title of your new thread positive and optimistic, that's a lovely way to see things, well done.
Rouky have you taken legal advice yet? You mention that you asked him to file, but have you checked your options yet?
Take care sweetie, it will be a hard next chapter but as you said, you are starting over which can only be a good thing!
"There's nothing sadder than a conman conning himself"
“There is freedom waiting for you, On the breezes of the sky, And you ask "What if I fall?" Oh but my darling, What if you fly?”