Vey detached, no longer anxious, in limbo

[Painter]

That's a lovely poem, Phoebe, thanks for sharing!

I hope you're asleep still. I didn't get to bed until closer to 2am myself, and woke way too early.

Hopefully also your dreams are better. I had a lot of very vivid dreams for a long time. Many of them focused on my wish to get OW out of the house. They are getting more rare, fortunately. I think your dreams may reflect how you see WH now?

I had a very similar dream while I was still living with WH, I think I told you about it - he sits on his side of the bed with his back to me, turns around and says 'I don't love you, don't you GET IT?' with a very cold and cruel voice. Unsettling, and it stayed with me a long time.