I know the exact feelings you are saying. I feel the exact same, I also know my values are not shared. Wh told me once that the m is over so he considers himself divorced. Whereas I am still married. Though on recent forms for the hospital I have filled in, I've checked the separated box.

It does feel hard when you feel as though you are just stood still. Sorry I have no great wisdom or advise, but I feel your pain. Just stay focussed upon you the best you can do. Hope you have a fun filled weekend planned in

Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16