Life is kicking my butt

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I'm still in a really dark place but I'm sort of using my time in this program as where I draw a line in the sand and say ok this is what is happening in my life right now. What can I do to make it better. im still overwhelmed and scared for the future, and I still kind of marvel at people I meet who say it's a year later or two years later and I'm so much happier now. That still seems difficult to imagine for me.

The people here, there's a lady who lost her husband who writes poetry, a girl who misses her family in China, a Ph.D. Student. There's a lady who had a breakdown at work and a guy who can't get over a woman who cheated on him ten years ago. I really can't do anything for them except be nice to them. What do I know about life.