Just one more comment-

Hawho you are right, I am thinking like a logical person....

Here's where I'm trying to challenge myself. By me going illogical (i.e.: forcing myself to believe he's being deliberate and aware of his decisions) is actually helping me to do different/ be different. If that makes sense at all. This is what I was thinking about all night long. What do I need I order to get through this?

Anyway.I'm a little off my rocker right now...ha ha the mind of the LBS just might be as loco!


Me- 30's H- 40's
T-10 M-5
I moved out b/c he wanted space- June 15
D filed by H: September 16