Phase 2 contd.

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Thanks Cali,
I actually agree with you on the MLC journey chaos. Like the MLCer wears the mask, I'm too am going to wear a mask and pretend that he made a conscious decision. In his mind, however warped it may be, he made the decision that he thinks is best for him. We're all entitled to our own journey as is he. That's truly the only way I can get through it. Kind of like- lets pretend he has an illness and just have compassion for the guy. No more cheeseless tunnels for me. Plus it's another level on that "test of humility" for myself. Thank you for stopping by, Cali. My hugs to you.

Altair, nice to hear from you! I look forward to catching up on your thread. When I lost all hope (I mean all hope) I followed my DB coach's advice to help me find the things that make me come alive. It's been a marvelous assignment that I follow every day. I've become a much softer and spirited person as a result. Plus I'm much more giving- for my GAL I have a charity luncheon today with some of my state's Supreme Court justices, a breast cancer awareness fundraiser tomorrow, and another charity function Monday night with some pro NFL players. I really enjoy giving back- I guess since I'm not giving anything to a partner....... Might as well. Plus it keeps me social! I'm sorry you are on this journey as well, Altair.

T- minus 6 hours before the big talk. I'm ok-ish right now, but still scared.