CT, it's always awesome reading your posts. You're at such a great point right now it's amazing! It's funny how it IS different now. When we all joined the forum a few months ago, everything seemed to be a blur of emotion, confusion, fear, etc.
Now, while not perfect, we at least seem to have gained enough awareness and knowledge to get through the day to day. Some of us (CT!) are further down the path than others (myself!) but we all seem to be a hell of a lot better than we were when we started this thing. I find myself very interested in seeing how things shake out once everything is said and done. It remains a tough path to follow, but that path gets easier with each passing day.
Newcomers can gain a lot of comfort from reading Mules and CTs posts above. Know that there is a point where you can manage the pain and even push past it. It's not as dark as it seems when you first begin the journey.
CT, great post and it makes me glad that you are finding so much happiness as of late! This pretty much encapsulates what it's all about...
Originally Posted By: CT1118
Bada*s that my s5 likes planting trees with his dad.
Keep it up brother!
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